That dreary tone..

"I can't believe I died last night, Oh God I'm dead again" - Type O Negative "Dead Again"

..That lyric is true. Peter Steele is dead. God, that is just fucking sucky. That man has got mad ...mad fucking talent. Sure, He was the typical rock god - drugs, sex and lots and lots of rock and roll baby.
I remember buying my first Type O Negative album. My friend James talked me into buying 'October Rust' .. I did and was just shocked at the sexuality innuendo that was underneath the gothic riffs and the just tone that was coming from this mans throat. It wasn't growling, it was a fuckin bass voice and I was enthralled with it. I was so entranced by the keyboard and the bass and rhythm that was coming out of my speakers. I couldn't get enough. I always would pick with friends on what album would be the best one to listen to while having sex. Most our answers were always a Type O Negative album. Mine was either bloody kisses or October Rust. ....Well..rofl...I got my wish. I remember back in 2005 when I was dating my ex and we were having sex and I remember hearing "Love you to death" playing through my speakers on the computer. I couldn't help but smile from ear to ear - Needless to say I rubbed it in every single friend I had. It's mood music. It really is. You want to set a mood for some just outright sex, the kind that last for hours. I recommend you go out RIGHT NOW and buy October Rust.
If you are depressed. Wanting to just lam loose. I recommend Bloody Kisses or Life is Killing me. although Life is Killing me is a bit dull and lackluster - You can't go wrong though with either or BOTH for that matter.
Every single album, when I'm depressed or needing that pick up of sorts. You can always count on Peter Steele's voice just coming in and telling you that there will be another woman and you will be ravaged and can go out and rip souls apart with the glare like no other.
I've got 2 beers left, I'm dropping one and the other one I'm gonna drop it down and spare some for Peter.
Find peace Peter, No more having to rely on pills to make it through the day. Now head up top and find Darrell and you two ROCK THE FUCK OUT OF THOSE GATES..in heaven or in hell. One or the other. It'll be a concert unlike anything one would imagine.
Your music will live on eons from now. No one ...I MEAN NO ONE will reproduce the vomit you spewed forth and call it music. I won't - no on else will.

Marion - OUT.

I just read this excerpt from Wikipedia :
In April 2007, Steele revealed that he began identifying himself as Roman Catholic in recent years, after decades of self-professed atheism. In an interview with Decibel magazine, Steele explained “There are no atheists in foxholes, they say, and I was a foxhole atheist for a long time. But after going through a midlife crisis and having many things change very quickly, it made me realize my mortality. And when you start to think about death, you start to think about what’s after it. And then you start hoping there is a God. For me, it’s a frightening thought to go nowhere. I also can’t believe that people like Stalin and Hitler are gonna go to the same place as Mother Teresa.”<sup>[4]

That's fanfuckingtastic Pete. I've questioned my mortality as well. I'm scared of death. It's what's after I'm scared of too. I hope there is a God that'll accept me as well..</sup>