The times of random and reasons that need no explanation.
Monday, July 18, 2011
Random angry.
Why get frustrated because the farm animals around here. oops meaning women here at this apartment complex have the necessity to yell and curse at their kids at 11pm in the parking lot. What the fuck .. since losing my job you really would think I live in the fucking ghetto. People don't come to your door to talk no more. No, no, no, We instead stand out on the sidewalk. YELL AT YOU and ask you questions. WHAT.THE.FUCK.
Heading out
Guess I'll be heading out shortly. going to go see my mom. I don't have a problem with it. My brother wants to go swimming. He's a paraplegic so it takes a minute for us to get him out of his wheelchair into the pool. Just seen though the high is to be 91 today. Well, guess it could be worth the swim. I'm just not feeling it today. I'm not feeling a lot at the moment. Shower, stuff like that..more later...
Work to be done
I really don't want to go to the office and have to sit there and listen to this woman, who has a name but, shall be named though due to taking my mothers job, she will be remaining by the name of this woman. I don't want to go to there just to get some paperwork and all. She's annoying and very rude and ugh..Yeah that sums that up to a degree.
Think
Maybe I should utilize my skills in the fact that i'm lazy and I absofuckinglutly love using my laptop for everything. also i'm in a mind debate right now over my personal shit. ugh.
Start your engines?
So i've lost my job. I'm drawing unemployment benefits at the moment. Just got the first of my back pay today. Now seeing after the taxes are being withheld I will have a very VERY hard time trying to pay my bills.
Friday, April 22, 2011
Overkill
Yes, I know. No blogs for a long time. It's like no one reads this shit here anyways, right?.
Same stuff as usual to report. I did get a pay raise at the beginning of the year. Go me. It was sufficient, But. Still lacks because of this. One paycheck is taken over half away because of my rent. I went up $40.00 on the rent brackets. Oh well, Gotta live here for the while longer.
Boy. Lot of stuff has happened since the last blog. I went back to drinking for a few months. From December to late January to be exact. I was drinking hard stuff, but. I'm on the wagon for no drinks, lest it be a beer or two. I'm good afterwards. I'm having a time with my job. Shit has hit the fan here so hard in the past 3 months or so. You would have thought that Pandora's Box was unleashed here. Which .. In my opinion it has been let loose. Since a year ago. Past few months I've noticed that I've become such a hard ass and a not-so-kind human being to talk with around here. Because well.. When cops come in and bitch to our boss about how bad it's gotten... THAT'S FUCKING BAD. NOT GOOD. BAD. Our hands are tied with stupid shit. I was going to be in line for manager by the way, I believe I did talk about that on my last blog. I can't remember. But, whatever. That job fell through. I'm back to still being on the bottom of the totem pole called maintenance. I'm cool with that. But, for 3 months I was on and off again manager. I became 'cool' to a lot of the tenants that still live here and they still to this day ask me for stuff and whatnot. I have to turn them away and return them to the other manager (aka-my mom) because I have no say so in anything here anymore. I just fix shit and clean and whatever else. With that being said. The drug/crime rate here has QUADRUPLED in the past 5-6 months. No shit, The dramatics have also tripled in the past 5-6 months. I know this because .. well I wound up dating a tenant here. Sometimes I wish I hadn't, Sometimes I'm glad I did. I know now how gossip can fly and shit can be stirred with one word being said. My name is being dragged down right now as I was told yesterday by a tenant, Me, my brother and my mother are being dragged down on Facebook. How awesome is THAT?!..
I'M FUCKING POPULAR!
The internets has to know this.
Wait. You do, now. woo hoo, go me. I think a lot of this shit stirring will quit in a few months. 3 tops. I like to think it will anyways. It took us 3 months to kill off a whole universe of cockroaches - How hard can it be to kick out and dissolve leases to get humans out of here?.. Although, I may not have to deal with it all much more longer.
Another side note on my job situation - I was threatened with my job last week during a inspection because work isn't being completed as fast as people want it done down in cooperate.
O.O
Oh boy. Unemployment here I come .. >.>
..How hard is it to leave somewhere and leave everything you know behind and start new somewhere completely different in a whole new landscape and world basically?..
The question that has been running through my mind for the past month or two. To leave and die or not to leave and perish in agony ..That is the question. OK. I'm running low on random bits to bitch about so I'm out.
Same stuff as usual to report. I did get a pay raise at the beginning of the year. Go me. It was sufficient, But. Still lacks because of this. One paycheck is taken over half away because of my rent. I went up $40.00 on the rent brackets. Oh well, Gotta live here for the while longer.
Boy. Lot of stuff has happened since the last blog. I went back to drinking for a few months. From December to late January to be exact. I was drinking hard stuff, but. I'm on the wagon for no drinks, lest it be a beer or two. I'm good afterwards. I'm having a time with my job. Shit has hit the fan here so hard in the past 3 months or so. You would have thought that Pandora's Box was unleashed here. Which .. In my opinion it has been let loose. Since a year ago. Past few months I've noticed that I've become such a hard ass and a not-so-kind human being to talk with around here. Because well.. When cops come in and bitch to our boss about how bad it's gotten... THAT'S FUCKING BAD. NOT GOOD. BAD. Our hands are tied with stupid shit. I was going to be in line for manager by the way, I believe I did talk about that on my last blog. I can't remember. But, whatever. That job fell through. I'm back to still being on the bottom of the totem pole called maintenance. I'm cool with that. But, for 3 months I was on and off again manager. I became 'cool' to a lot of the tenants that still live here and they still to this day ask me for stuff and whatnot. I have to turn them away and return them to the other manager (aka-my mom) because I have no say so in anything here anymore. I just fix shit and clean and whatever else. With that being said. The drug/crime rate here has QUADRUPLED in the past 5-6 months. No shit, The dramatics have also tripled in the past 5-6 months. I know this because .. well I wound up dating a tenant here. Sometimes I wish I hadn't, Sometimes I'm glad I did. I know now how gossip can fly and shit can be stirred with one word being said. My name is being dragged down right now as I was told yesterday by a tenant, Me, my brother and my mother are being dragged down on Facebook. How awesome is THAT?!..
I'M FUCKING POPULAR!
The internets has to know this.
Wait. You do, now. woo hoo, go me. I think a lot of this shit stirring will quit in a few months. 3 tops. I like to think it will anyways. It took us 3 months to kill off a whole universe of cockroaches - How hard can it be to kick out and dissolve leases to get humans out of here?.. Although, I may not have to deal with it all much more longer.
Another side note on my job situation - I was threatened with my job last week during a inspection because work isn't being completed as fast as people want it done down in cooperate.
O.O
Oh boy. Unemployment here I come .. >.>
..How hard is it to leave somewhere and leave everything you know behind and start new somewhere completely different in a whole new landscape and world basically?..
The question that has been running through my mind for the past month or two. To leave and die or not to leave and perish in agony ..That is the question. OK. I'm running low on random bits to bitch about so I'm out.
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