Random angry.

Why get frustrated because the farm animals around here. oops meaning women here at this apartment complex have the necessity to yell and curse at their kids at 11pm in the parking lot. What the fuck .. since losing my job you really would think I live in the fucking ghetto. People don't come to your door to talk no more. No, no, no, We instead stand out on the sidewalk. YELL AT YOU and ask you questions. WHAT.THE.FUCK.

Heading out

Guess I'll be heading out shortly. going to go see my mom. I don't have a problem with it. My brother wants to go swimming. He's a paraplegic so it takes a minute for us to get him out of his wheelchair into the pool. Just seen though the high is to be 91 today. Well, guess it could be worth the swim. I'm just not feeling it today. I'm not feeling a lot at the moment. Shower, stuff like that..more later...

Work to be done

I really don't want to go to the office and have to sit there and listen to this woman, who has a name but, shall be named though due to taking my mothers job, she will be remaining by the name of this woman. I don't want to go to there just to get some paperwork and all. She's annoying and very rude and ugh..Yeah that sums that up to a degree.

Think

Maybe I should utilize my skills in the fact that i'm lazy and I absofuckinglutly love using my laptop for everything. also i'm in a mind debate right now over my personal shit. ugh.

Start your engines?

So i've lost my job. I'm drawing unemployment benefits at the moment. Just got the first of my back pay today. Now seeing after the taxes are being withheld I will have a very VERY hard time trying to pay my bills.