What is it with indecisiveness

The word itself -Indecisiveness. The true definition of it is this
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1. Prone to or characterized by indecision; irresolute: an indecisive manager.

2. Inconclusive: an indecisive contest; an indecisive battle.

3. Not clearly defined; indefinite: indecisive boundaries running through mountainous terrain.
..My family is full of it. The older I've gotten I realize I am to like this to a degree, But. Knowing what it is I want changes everything. I can't just say mmm..I'd like a waffle tomorrow, Then knowing that I was wanting that waffle tomorrow I say..mmm I dunno now, It'd be better if I'd wait till later tonight for it. Then just pass it up all together. That or saying the dreaded 3 words I hate so much with a fucking burning passion "I don't care" .. I hate having that being said to me. In groups of more than 3 when you are choosing where ever it is you're going to go and every single person says "I don't care, Whatever you want" ... My choice is usually MY preference then because you gave me rights to where I want to go and not where YOU want to go or do.
I deal with so much indecisiveness throughout the workweek that it's horrible. My family is main cause of it. My step dad has my mentality on it. If you don't choose well then fuck you we're doing what I want then. Same when people will call you. Ask you to do something then before you hang up they're flipping out 'Oh oh, well just wait till later. You're busy I'm sure and are tired, etc. etc" ..That pisses me off. Either Yay or Nay.. Either ask me to do it now and or make time to do it or better yet tell me that at a certain time If I would, I might just do it but if you're going to beat around the fucking bush for 6 hours and call me every 45-90 mins repeating yourself then why not call others?!.
I needed this. I went and bought me a new cordless phone this past week with a voicemail on it. OMG I love it. I can finally fucking scan calls. never again have to pick up the phone and hear bill collectors pronounce my name wrong and then ask for my spouse. Btw, I could just get caller ID.. fuck that. I'm cheep. Answering machines are the caller IDs of the '90s baby. But, I've discovered this was a bad thing as well. If I don't answer the house phone then the cell phone goes off. If I don't happen to answer the cell right away..they'll call my house phone again. My brother was in such a tirade to get in touch with me yesterday before my message on the machine finished saying 'please try again later' he was dialing my cell phone and it kept going off on the machine till he realized that hitting the 'flash' button doesn't auto d/c you >.< ...
If I survive till my birthday. Which I believe is on a tuesday. I'm calling out Wednesday because I'm going to get so fucking hammered again like I did last year that I do not wanna wake up to remember if I literally ran naked around the house or not.
Hopefully by then peace will have been placed around here to a degree.
If not. Well, ffs. I guess I'll deal like I've always done before. Just keep my mouth shut from now on like I'm doing and pray to God that my facial expressions don't piss off anyone else even from looking at my phones.

Hot Pockets know me all too well

It's true. The box, container, holder...thingy whatever the hell you call it. There is a quote on the box saying "There's no law that says you can't eat and blog at the same time" ... I had to share this. Stupid I know but still I found the shit to be hilarious. I find it hard to believe that it's 10:30pm EST. I usually am playing World of Warcraft right now. I'm irritated with it right now for the moment, kept freaking crashing on me tonight and got me pissed off. Too, I got on my Warlock and found that I got bored with it in less than 45 minutes. *sigh* oh well. I went back to my usual trolling business of scanning myspace and everywhere else and wound up sittin here for the night blabbing away my mindless rants off to everyone that'll read it.

oh side note. Jumping off that subject for the moment. I watched the most legendary movie last night. I remembered watching it as a kid and I for some odd reason remembered a scene from it last night and got online to look it up on the site I watch movies and omg I found it on there. I had to watch it. sure I didn't get to bed till 2am. Who the hell cares?!. I was so enthralled with it. I think I'm gonna have to find it somewhere and buy it on dvd. lol, It's called 'High Spirits' from back in 1988. If you've never seen it. I suggest you watch it because it's sheer stupidity and comedy is something after you watch it you'll know why I suggested it. :P

Well I think that's all from me for the moment. It's off to do whatever it is I feel like. night people.

First blog of 2010

So I need to go ahead and say that this weather that we're experincing in North Carolina right now is off the charts. I really hope we set a record for lows tonight. I wish wind chills could count because that shit would really win us a record. lol, anyways I'm gonna make a small quirk about how water leaks when it's 8:30am shouldn't happen, when it's 16 degrees outside too it makes you wanna kick someones ass for letting it happen. I didn't feel that urge. I felt like I was just...going to work..lol I stacked my clothes on...well not really stacked. shirt, jeans, socks and a beanie and coat. booya. g2g. So, here we go. After the one carpet guy leaves from extracting the water out of the 2 units that flooded I noticed that one persons heat pump was literally FROZEN. It has at least 2-3 inches of ice on it on the outside and when I looked inside I see WHITE. I thought instantly oh shit this isn't good. I ran to their apt. knocked on the door. no one home. I turned the heat down so it wouldn't run and could thaw out some. Shit man, I'd hate it too....but then alas..I thought..could that be what that noise is that I'm hearing from my heat pump at night?...BINGO. I walked down to my heat pump and what ya know. There is ice on the outside at the bottom and it's chock full inside of it too. Christ, So I called up my mom and told her about it. I turned my heat off in hopes for a few hours that it will allow it to thaw maybe.. it's so fucking cold right now it more than likely wont..
oi vey.
Then last night my brother mentions that he wants to go to best buy tomorrow (today now). He's a paraplegic. He hates it when it gets below 50 sometimes. He isn't gonna want to head out today when it won't get any warmer than 32. I can stand it. But, then again. I walk and my blood can pump harder..........too...I'm fat. no sugar coating there.

Ok well I'm gonna eat some soup before it gets too blasted cold and watch a movie.
Welcome 2010. Lets rock the boat some this year. =D