I've had a moment today of just utter craziness..I went and cleaned my car out today while I was running errands for the complex ( i know - bad Matthew ) But, I seen that I needed to clean it out so I stopped at the carwash below main street and cleaned out my car, It was full of effing junk..but, not as bad as I've seen it before. I could at least see the floor of it. I've had to dig before to see the bottom of the seat before. Anywho. ... my crazy moment was seeing the big picture. I'm starting up a new bit of life. I'm working on things, trying out new 'skin' per-say..seeing how I might maybe one day step up in the business world ..soon..maybe..But, I'm content being the happy go sappy Matthew in life. but, Dude..I'm almost 30..4 years away but still..that'll be here in no time, I'm sitting alone. Enjoying life but - Man, I'm missing some stuff and I'm trying to progress and change that, thus why I'm crazy for trying out stuff for me. It's like the whole new wardrobe deal.
I've never ever in my life been one for dressing up. Now though. If I know I have to work the office that day or I'm going out to the town with friends I'm seeing a total transformation. I'm not wearing just a regular ol' t-shirt and baggy as all jeans. See me walk out the door wearing a vertical stripped button up shirt tucked in wearing khaki pants ironed out and neat. dude, w-t-f ..3 years ago. this wasn't me. But...it's true.
You progress towards what you're gonna become sooner or later. It's happening to me now. I'm becoming the business casual geek. Aside from the weight lost i've experienced some I'm seeing my true self come to the surface and...yeah, I like it.
I'll leave this blog with a awesome quote from a great song I've loved since I was a teen..
"Sometimes you got to go through Hell before you get to Heaven" - Steve Miller Band
Marion - OUT!
The times of random and reasons that need no explanation.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
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