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Something I'm just thinking up. Whatever the reason is. I feel like all I'm doing is staring down these social networking sites that I'm apart of. Actually looking like a lost puppy waiting on someone to at least give an acknowledgment that I'm alive. I think this stems back from my days of IRC and Yahoo Chat. I'm use to total interaction with others. All the time. Now, I feel so distant from it, I feel like there is nothing there anymore.

Last night was one of my highlights of playing World of Warcraft. For 3 hours, I played. Long time to some. But, when you're running around with friends, People who you actually know by their real names and not their toons name. You feel more connected per-say. After finishing up a battleground. My friend Sam invited me to join up with him and I'm taking a long winded shot because I know this is pretty much accurate in saying his girlfriend was tagging along as well, Then another friend of ours, She's random enough as is. Well after looking and running around we basically just wound up standing around doing nothing but talking. Mostly about how Alicia and Sams sex life and tips and tricks and other reallly realllllly random things about fetishes and shit like that. By the time I was so sleepy I couldn't hold my head up, I had to wipe the tears from my face several times because I was laughing so hard.
It's not hard to find people to talk to online when you actually listen to them and learn about them. Listening is key too. Guess that's why I live online most the time. Because I'm more of myself than I am outside of it. That could be a big vice for me. I'm not obsessed over being online but, I feel more keep in the loop if I can read and look into what others are doing. This and that.
Odd. I know.
I think I'm gonna have to go into a mindset over my accounts on Facebook, Myspace, Twitter, Fubar and possibly look into deleting them. I'm not finding uses for them anymore and they, like the world because dull after so long when you burn yourself out on it.