Debates

I'm just in a funk lately. I don't see the end of it. I don't care to see the end of it. I just feel like if I were alone, not completely dead alone but, alone for a few days. Sort out my mind, I might be able to make it back to saneville.
Too. I think this wanting to be alone is going to kill a lot of people too. I'm seeing a lot of my friends gettin really pissed off at me because i'm not talking to them as much and it's really scratching me the wrong way and I fear either they had just lay off or either I just delete them from me. mind, soul, all.
So, I'm also thinking about cutting off myself from my computer all together for the remainder of the weekend. Just break away from it.
I'm having a bit of a time with dealing on social networking sites anyways at the moment because I cleaned off a lot of my list on facebook which now leaves me with the few that I actually talk to and whatnot but also leaves me with myspace, twitter, fubar. which no one EVER talks to me via those sites anymore..
I'm almost debating on killing my twitter account because I don't use it hardly anymore. My myspace profile is crap because none of the people I message on there anymore will talk back or at least leave a comment. Fubar is turning completely towards nothing but money hungry whores on there. So, Why am I whining about it?. Well, all the people that clam 'loyalty' to any and all friends are actually assclowns who could care less about what the next one says. Then there are others and yes this is directed via twitter and facebook, etc, etc. Most people I see when posting on my news feed are talking about 'oh i'm wasted this weekend'. or..'Oh the fabulous ways of God' .. I've got nothing against either posting it. But, when half is talking about getting wasted or getting fucked *literally and emotionally* then the other half does nothing but thanks this and that for whatever, I guess I'm just one of these who feels like the world of social networking is more less about 'whatever you want' , which yes those two catagories fall under that title. Guess that's why I deleted about 3/4 of those ppl on my sites, cept fubar. Most the ppl that are my friend on there only talk to the 'elite' of that site and ppl who spend money on them, not fake money mind you. actually hard earned, bill paying, m-o-n-e-y ...shits nuts man. I've never done it nor will I. So. therefor
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I'm feeling the urge to even cancel my World of Warcraft account because I'm losing the fun in it. Months ago Casey, Sammy and I were to start back up playing. Well I did. I even got my toon to 80 before any of them did. Now neither one is on anymore due to underlying reasons with computers so..i'm alone there. Paying 15 bucks a month for a game that is losing fun to me. That'll be shut down before too long.

I think it is time to break away from this crap life on the internet. I only got 2 really friends that are outside of here that aren't blood related that I care to talk to on a good day. Family wise - I have to be in a good mood to speak up about stuff with them and as is right now I'm not much for talking to them.