I feel a slight headache coming on as I type all this out while listening to some techno. It's nearly 2am as I type this. I've thought long and hard about things recently and came to this conclusion on my mindset.
It's more screwed up than Charles Manson's head.
No, really. I am, I can't get over my past. I don't let it go at all and I always think back on things. Some how or another it'll just come out of no where. This morning I was thinking about a previous ex and the day we had broken up. I wasn't sad nor mad, but my mind instead jumped to the thought of my friends who are married and living out lives with a significant other and here I am alone and depressed, looking for at least some for of companionship because lets face it. I'm not doing so great on the ladies front *sigh*. Eh, well I think for the better part I've been doing alright. I'm slowly learning more and more from my possible new job. Pushing papers and typing on computers. All while putting up with random people all at the same time. Arg, I feel the sleep trying to take hold of me. I've not blogged though in so long. I felt like I needed to step into those shoes and let loose on whats been keeping me roused up ...
damn females.
The times of random and reasons that need no explanation.
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