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1. Prone to or characterized by indecision; irresolute: an indecisive manager.
2. Inconclusive: an indecisive contest; an indecisive battle.
3. Not clearly defined; indefinite: indecisive boundaries running through mountainous terrain.
..My family is full of it. The older I've gotten I realize I am to like this to a degree, But. Knowing what it is I want changes everything. I can't just say mmm..I'd like a waffle tomorrow, Then knowing that I was wanting that waffle tomorrow I say..mmm I dunno now, It'd be better if I'd wait till later tonight for it. Then just pass it up all together. That or saying the dreaded 3 words I hate so much with a fucking burning passion "I don't care" .. I hate having that being said to me. In groups of more than 3 when you are choosing where ever it is you're going to go and every single person says "I don't care, Whatever you want" ... My choice is usually MY preference then because you gave me rights to where I want to go and not where YOU want to go or do.
I deal with so much indecisiveness throughout the workweek that it's horrible. My family is main cause of it. My step dad has my mentality on it. If you don't choose well then fuck you we're doing what I want then. Same when people will call you. Ask you to do something then before you hang up they're flipping out 'Oh oh, well just wait till later. You're busy I'm sure and are tired, etc. etc" ..That pisses me off. Either Yay or Nay.. Either ask me to do it now and or make time to do it or better yet tell me that at a certain time If I would, I might just do it but if you're going to beat around the fucking bush for 6 hours and call me every 45-90 mins repeating yourself then why not call others?!.
I needed this. I went and bought me a new cordless phone this past week with a voicemail on it. OMG I love it. I can finally fucking scan calls. never again have to pick up the phone and hear bill collectors pronounce my name wrong and then ask for my spouse. Btw, I could just get caller ID.. fuck that. I'm cheep. Answering machines are the caller IDs of the '90s baby. But, I've discovered this was a bad thing as well. If I don't answer the house phone then the cell phone goes off. If I don't happen to answer the cell right away..they'll call my house phone again. My brother was in such a tirade to get in touch with me yesterday before my message on the machine finished saying 'please try again later' he was dialing my cell phone and it kept going off on the machine till he realized that hitting the 'flash' button doesn't auto d/c you >.< ...
If I survive till my birthday. Which I believe is on a tuesday. I'm calling out Wednesday because I'm going to get so fucking hammered again like I did last year that I do not wanna wake up to remember if I literally ran naked around the house or not.
Hopefully by then peace will have been placed around here to a degree.
If not. Well, ffs. I guess I'll deal like I've always done before. Just keep my mouth shut from now on like I'm doing and pray to God that my facial expressions don't piss off anyone else even from looking at my phones.
..My family is full of it. The older I've gotten I realize I am to like this to a degree, But. Knowing what it is I want changes everything. I can't just say mmm..I'd like a waffle tomorrow, Then knowing that I was wanting that waffle tomorrow I say..mmm I dunno now, It'd be better if I'd wait till later tonight for it. Then just pass it up all together. That or saying the dreaded 3 words I hate so much with a fucking burning passion "I don't care" .. I hate having that being said to me. In groups of more than 3 when you are choosing where ever it is you're going to go and every single person says "I don't care, Whatever you want" ... My choice is usually MY preference then because you gave me rights to where I want to go and not where YOU want to go or do.
I deal with so much indecisiveness throughout the workweek that it's horrible. My family is main cause of it. My step dad has my mentality on it. If you don't choose well then fuck you we're doing what I want then. Same when people will call you. Ask you to do something then before you hang up they're flipping out 'Oh oh, well just wait till later. You're busy I'm sure and are tired, etc. etc" ..That pisses me off. Either Yay or Nay.. Either ask me to do it now and or make time to do it or better yet tell me that at a certain time If I would, I might just do it but if you're going to beat around the fucking bush for 6 hours and call me every 45-90 mins repeating yourself then why not call others?!.
I needed this. I went and bought me a new cordless phone this past week with a voicemail on it. OMG I love it. I can finally fucking scan calls. never again have to pick up the phone and hear bill collectors pronounce my name wrong and then ask for my spouse. Btw, I could just get caller ID.. fuck that. I'm cheep. Answering machines are the caller IDs of the '90s baby. But, I've discovered this was a bad thing as well. If I don't answer the house phone then the cell phone goes off. If I don't happen to answer the cell right away..they'll call my house phone again. My brother was in such a tirade to get in touch with me yesterday before my message on the machine finished saying 'please try again later' he was dialing my cell phone and it kept going off on the machine till he realized that hitting the 'flash' button doesn't auto d/c you >.< ...
If I survive till my birthday. Which I believe is on a tuesday. I'm calling out Wednesday because I'm going to get so fucking hammered again like I did last year that I do not wanna wake up to remember if I literally ran naked around the house or not.
Hopefully by then peace will have been placed around here to a degree.
If not. Well, ffs. I guess I'll deal like I've always done before. Just keep my mouth shut from now on like I'm doing and pray to God that my facial expressions don't piss off anyone else even from looking at my phones.
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